Others can try to compare, but they will fail miserably.

I'm not a graphics person by any means. However, I'm very curious to try and find out how to make GIF animations. My question to those of you who make graphics: what program would I use? I'm assuming one would use Photoshop. I tried downloading a version yesterday, but was acting like a douche to me.

Any other suggestions? This would be very helpful to me.

I went and got a twitter. Bad me lol. I got tired of hearing about it and went and got one myself.

Please add me. I don't have friends that use this. Maybe one has it but he never logs in.

http://twitter.com/peachykin

Today was a spectacular day indeed.

I went to my morning class and then proceeded to go into work and was FUCKING FIRED FROM MY JOB

I put up with so much bullshit from my job. I was let go due to cash shortages, yes, I made a mistake. But this is the WORST fucking time to be let go from a job where I worked my ass off and got nothing in fucking return. I never stole any money from this place, it feels as if that's why I was fired. Well, that wasn't the fucking case. I'd rather be poor than steal money from an ungrateful craft store. Fuck this man. I quit my last job because of my douchey ex and in turn I got dumped by him in turn leading a MISERABLE FUCKING life for 1 year and took a pay cut. I'm just starting to realize that I'm never going to get to have an easy life with things NOT going my way.



:(

Ugh. I'm in so much pain right now.

I went out to dinner with my mom and my foot feel asleep as we were eating dinner. So the dumbass that I am decides to get up and walk on it. Didn't think anything terrible would happens. And what happens? I stumble on it and twist my ankle. Now my foot is swollen as fuck. I can barely walk, and it's a bitch to even move it slightly. So my foot has been stuck in cold water for a half an hour. This isn't fair. Maybe this will be the last chance of bad luck for awhile. Now my weekend is going to suck. Of course, I'm scheduled to work tomorrow but we'll see if it makes it out the door tomorrow. And I was supposed to go to Taos on Sunday with my family but I doubt I will now. Looks like me and studying are in for a rough weekend.


Thank god I have no class on Monday.

I've been watching ALOT of re-runs of BH90210 and man do I miss this show. Honestly, the show was at it's peak when Shannen Doherty was still on it. My question is: Does anyone know any site other than CBS.com and surfthechannel.com where I can watch episodes? I'm starting season five.... not on dvd, cause let's be honest those DVDs are too expensive and I can't really afraid that right now. The non-Brenda seasons that I love are S5 and S6 and it looks like not many of those seasons are on those two sites I just mentioned.

This song is so much love. I can't stop listening to it. This song was played on Gossip Girl. I'll admit half my playlist on my iPod is from certain shows and then I go download more of that artist's songs. I can't help myself.


This week has been pretty unmanageable for me. My sister and niece came to visit last Tuesday and it was so fucking wonderful. Probably the most content and happiest I've been for like, 7 months, at least? Then having to bid them adieu was fucking painful. And then my brother, whom I haven't seen in 3 years since my oldest sister passed away... came out. But I'm pretty positive it was just because his car he had in TX broke down and my grandpa who pretty much licks his ass gave him his 97 Ford Ranger. Then seeing my dad, my aunt, cousins and everything else between really put me in a depressing place. They all have families and lives and mine feels like it's going nowhere.

So with that, I started feeling SHITTY on Easter and Rick my best friend (and most current ex-bf) starting arguing about shit. Told me "Oh, I think we should talk less". Then made up some bullshit excuse about him meeting someone new, when in fact he was lying about it. Just says shit to make me pissed... which is pretty much an old-school act when we were together. And I guess we saw each other everyday for like 3 months... and now I'm not really seeing him much. When he starts getting too close to me... he pushes away. But we'll see what happens there. I do still care about him, but his friendship is pretty important to me.


I'm considering heavily going back to school. Going down to the CC out here and talk to advisor today around 2. I was in college in 03 and took semester off and never went back. But I really think I need to. I might struggle for awhile, cause I have HUGE ASS intentions of trying to keep my 30 hours a week at work... but fuck my boss is a huge prick about availability, and taking time off for school and other things.

So wish me luck. I hope everyone is doing okay!!

The ship that never stood a chance.

It's so sad that Joss never gave them a complete send off or lack of better term longer relationship. She has feelings for him in mid-S5 then dies an ep after they kiss. I get it, Joss, you're big with the love and dying, but crap... couldn't we got some signals earlier on? Or anything. They were so cute and how much he was there for her when she croaked. IDK i KNOW alot of people hate them together, but I don't. I think her and Gunn made no sense and I didn't see any cuteness in that relationship. Maybe it's my utter lack for Gunn that has to do with it. Poor Fred :( Her death scene is so heartbreaking. And god so is Wes' in the series finale. IDGAF how crazy Wes turned out. Ya'll know the second the love of your life was croaking and shit, you'd be pulling out all the stops too.


I think S5 didn't need Spike now that I think about it.

5/28/2009 Albuquerque, NM - Journal Pavilion





Yes, I almost fucking died. It's been fucking years since I've seen my favorite band on TOUR. Now, I know I definitely want to go, but the problem? My friends don't exactly like ND, but has anyone ever went to a concert by yourself? I cannot not go to this. My love for this band has gone back since I was freaking 14 years old. No way in hell will I miss this. God, this is too much excitement for me right now!!!!






Even my bb, Blair is excited for me.

Fixing myself as a sister. My oldest sister, Julie passed away about two years ago. And there is not a day, or everyday that I regret not being a better sister to her. I had so much guilt and regret when she died. I mean, I never gave her any chance... but I can't blame it all on myself. She had a rough life. She never could stay with just once guy. Or stay off drugs. Or do anything non-illegal in the justice system. I can't sit here and like feeling sorry. Because it happened, and it's over and done with. If somehow, God could do the power of bringing her back into this world. I would be there for her more. Be an actual sister, not be someone who isn't EVER around, or is so into their own problems. That they can't even see those that actually need you. I really loved her. And the beautiful children that I'll never get to see again. I just think if it could be re-done. We could've gotten her help the deserved. However, at the same time. i blame my mom. She's really one of the most incredibly selfish people I've met in my life. And the whole experience with my sister changed my entire relationship with Rick. And turned me into something that I never thought I would be. But I can't live in the past anymore.

cleaned up the friends list.
not that it's a major cut.
or that i have alot of people on here.

can't help it. i like lists to a minimum.

(these are mainly people that don't ever post anymore)

fallenslayer - I just need you to take me off THAT list. I already have you friended on your other name. which, btw, i'm loving the new name.
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