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04 April 2012 @ 09:24 pm
today was mom's memorial service. she died two months ago, but the pain is still deepened every single day. the pain doesn't ever go away. it remains there all the time, but it doesn't mean i'm not trying my best to hold my life together and keep all the good memories of my mom alive.

we had our difficulties, but i still loved her at the end of the day. she was my life. we were each other's best friends, we held each other strongly through a huge portion of my life. we both made mistakes but at the end of it all i loved my mother. she gave me life, she taught me things in life that i don't think i could learn from anyone else. she brought so much stregnth to her own life... that i caught on even at moments, just the moments when i wanted to give up.

she's in my heart forever and i will love her and keep her there for the rest of my life.

RIP LUCY JULIA LUCERO JUAREZ. THANK YOU FOR THIS LIFE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME.
 
 
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A.
11 March 2012 @ 10:59 pm
Fake shit. One of these days I hope I don't find fake friends who use their knives to stab me in the back.

I go through enough shit as it is, and this year has sucked worse than last... don't i get a break from people's shit?!?
 
 
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
 
 
A.
15 June 2010 @ 12:42 am
If you could only visit one Web site (other than LiveJournal) for the rest of your life, which would you choose, and why?


Honestly? Facebook. And it's not because of the interaction of friends and families. It would be only because I am OBSESSED with the games that site has and I spend about 98% of the time on there just playing them. ADDICTING, I TELL YOU!



True Blood S3 Premiere last night was AMAZING!
 
 
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A.
06 June 2010 @ 05:39 pm
Bill is boring and annoying.

God, kill Sookie/Bill relationship already. They are soooooooooo boring. Considering the two are dating in real life, give us something real to work with.

Please bring on Sookie/Eric. I'm ready for that shit.

Sookie is my least favorite character. IDK if it's Anna Paquin's acting, but that girl gets on my nerves more than any other character.

Jason is a HPOA.

Why do people hate Tara so much? She can be a bitch, but in all she does seem to care about the people in her life. Damn, all the shit she did for her mom and how she treated her? I wouldn't be the closet bit to sane if I were her.

I love Lafayette.

Sam is alright. He needs more to do than turn into a dog and/or remove a God's heart by shape shifting.
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I can't wait for next week's premiere. I got addicted to this show just within two days.
 
 
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A.
04 June 2010 @ 01:45 am
I finally got SUCKED in to the show True Blood.

So good that I can't lie anymore.
 
 
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A.
14 May 2010 @ 08:11 pm
In three words, describe what's currently running through your mind.


So over bullshit.
 
 
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A.
27 March 2010 @ 07:56 pm
If you could eliminate one emotion (anxiety, sadness, jealousy, regret, etc.), would you do it? Why or why not? If so, which one would you choose?


I honestly would eliminate sadness, loneliness and jealously. I feel those pretty much everyday and recently I've been feeling so much self-doubt about myself. I can never get my feelings into check and just let shit go. It makes it hard for me to really know who I am anymore. I lost the person I felt strongly about a few years ago, and I have never got her back. I know people can change, but I hate the person I've changed into it. I wish I could gain that self-confident, strong person back. Where did she go? :(
 
 
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03 March 2010 @ 02:32 pm
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!



The last episode of Nip/Tuck is on tonight. I honestly can't believe it's been 7 years since it's been on and I haven't had the pleasure of watching it on actual TV, instead of internet web sites. Sigh. I'm going to miss it so much! I remember that being the first TV show me and Rick bonded on together. It's been such an interesting, intelligent show that I found myself glued to no matter what ridiculous storylines they found coming my way.
 
 
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A.
27 February 2010 @ 12:19 am
I have no patience for immaturity anymore. I'm too old.
 
 
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Coldplay - Speed Of Sound | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
A.
16 February 2010 @ 10:26 pm
Another canceled class. Just lovely.
 
 
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